You ask me,
why I want to die,
I answers you: why live?
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to sleep, sleep,
and never to awake me,
which soft sacrifice,
my happy suicide,
my life starts finally...
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forgiveness,
if I do not have enough courage,
forgiveness,
not to resemble to you of advantage,
forgiveness,
of not finally leave you quiet.
forgiveness...
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why I am badly,
if all around me is well?
why I do not believe any more in my star?
why my angel is not able any more to understand me?
because I am insane.
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so only I could...
would be this only to test...
just once to see...
just a smile with the angels...
if the stars of my sky are extinct,
I hope well to relight them.
just a small seal to fly away...
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why amn't I happier?
why does nothing any more shine in your eyes?
awake, why don't you move?
why are you so cold?
perhaps that my friend came to seek you...
the death...
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my stories are surely not very funny,
I know it, but it is me, my ideas,
and if you do not like them,
then good-bye.